Well it didn't take long for me to come back..I couldn't stay away but anyways..For a whie now I have slipped back into my depression and right now it just depression and I am doing everything my counselor once said (when I went to counseling) to me about suicide. I know and yes I wanted to commit suicide and that wasn't to long ago. I am just depressed and doing everything I can possibly remember to do. So don't worry about me I am just letting you know why I have been acting wierd lately if you noticed.

You might call me emotional but I am just a person who shows or hides or whatever..their emotions. I show it differently than others and that is who I am. Everyone does what they do to handle them. So if you call me emotional than all I have to say is thanks..I glad to hear your opinion.

Liana this is the only time and last time I will write about you or to you or whatever. So please read and hopefully you wil understand a little where I am kind of soming from. Okay so you say you want to talk to me and come to an ''agreement''..what the hell do you mean by an ''agreement''? and also if you wanted to talk so bad then why don't you do anything to confront me. You never know..I could listen or just blow you off but at least you tried and maybe didn't succeed but you tried. There is more but that is all I need to say. That is all I want to say. That will have to do for you.

For the commenter *for whom I know who it is* that leaves all those mean comments..please stop and you aren't really hurting me or getting to me because if you call my website gay then why do you come to it and comment in it and read it. If you are so big and bad then why don't you come to me and confront it. I not annderstanding why you do it and I jsut don't know what I did to you but please stop. You don't hurt me and you ever will so I ask you nicely to please stop? Please?

Okay so that is all I have for you right now but as I think day by day I will have more and keep you posted. Thank you for reading.