You say you want to talk but then why don't you call or find a way to talk to me. Plus if you really want to talk to me then when ever I pull away why don't you stop me? I think I know what keeps you coming back and maybe that why I am 'giving you the cold shoulder' or not throughly talkin to you or whatever. But like I said if you really wanted to talk to me and if you really want me to give you a chance then why don't you put it into your hands and do something? I act like you aren't there because when ever I see you I look into your eyes and when I do, I see something that scares me so I just choose not look at you or give I you the cold shouler. I have given you a chance to talk..remember that day you came to my house..well you could've talked then and I felt like I was doing something wrong and I didn't understand. You know what I should have never done..is tell you how I felt about you..maybe then..just maybe then. All I can say is that if you want to talk then call me or somehow get me to talk to you. I put that in your hands now. I have given up. I am tired of waiting. Even if you have to get Loren (my best friend) to trick me into going somewhere or what ever. You know that is all you had to do but you didn't. I hope this can be somewhat of an explanation for you.