I am so confused on my frickin feelins for 'M'..god why do i care so much? Why can't I get him out of my head? Last Night I had a dream..bout him..and woke up almost in tears and almost feeling like regretful and sorrowful and broken hearted. Is it okay to be confused on how I feel for him? It is okay to like someone else but still have feelings for him? Is this normal? I am sorry if I feel like a bitch or something to anyone but I usually don't feel like this. This is un normal for me..but if you can please give advice..I need advice and askin any1 for it..

 ..what else to say has lost my mind..

 Well thankfully I made it through the Hurricane Ivan but houses around me I feel so bad for. Trees are on their house, one house-it now a half house, roofs are torn apart, fences are down, the trees leaves-none, power lines down. In one of my friends house her and family woke up to 6 feet of water. but those aren't as bad as my grandparents house...holy shit dude!! It totally gone except the foundation and roof and their boat and jet ski are gone and can't find them. My Uncle lives in Pensacola nad all that happened is that his front porch flew away and he kinda mad because he always sat on that porch. This weekend I am finishing clean up my yeard and then I am going to help a friend then I am going with her to clean up one of her friends house..very busy weekend ahead..I ready..I think. School has been out since Septemebr 14th and we aren't gong back until October 11. It sucks because well I hate to say this but I miss school plus homecoming would've been this weekend except fucming Ivan hit us now it going for Louisiana. I hate this but that the way it goes and can't change it..so oh well.

I am over this guy but why do I constantly think of him? Is it because he has made an impact on my life? Is it because he has changed me? Is it because he has waken me up? God damn, I wish I knew..I don't understand.

We call ourselves best friends then why am I second guessing our friendship when it is so strong? I need to talk to a certain someone..(Toc)..I need your advice..I think I am..well I will tell you about it when we talk..man! I need your help!

Okay well I got to conclude this post but if you were in Hurricane Ivan then I wish you the best of luck with all my heart..if you are about to be in a hurricane then I wish you the best of luck and I hope you make it as well as I did..

 I am here agin in my Technology class..lol this is soo fun!

Hello again to Liana and Loren..

If you want to see our conversation just click taht view/add button..lol..see ya!

 Hello all you people who just happen to be reading this..I am in my Technology class and my teacher is soo awesome..Mrs. Moore is kool! But yea just sittin here in Buisness Systems and Technology..boring in a way but fun in a lot..

Hey Loren..

Hey Liana..

 Well these days I am living are very interesting..but here is what I have for this entry and for ya'll to read..

One of my friends made the volleyball team.. the freshman team and it sucks that I didn't try out this year..I miss it but I did it for the best..gotta rest up for Basketball season.. My bestest friend didn't make the Dolphin Swim Team but she is in training to get a spot for next year..which she will! I haven't talked to Sam in a while and I am worryin bout her..the last time I talked to her..she wasn't doing so well..I worried! Holy Wow! How come all of a sudden my friends are sayin that these guys like me..I don't get it..but in a way it is odd..but I don't recognize it and I not goin to go and change myself to show off and I don't want to make my opinion bout the guys change..I hate that but I do kinda like one of them and well..how come I all of a sudden talk about guys in jus bout every conversation I have with my friends..it so wierd..ahhh!! Well I need to ask everybody who is reading this a favor..My bestest friend keeps getting put down by this guy..have any advice for her..that you can add on.but this guy..he is her ex-boyfriend and they broke up..she is sayin that he doesn't know how to be her friend anymore..and I recognize it..he keeps puttin her down.makin her feel less about herself..and the problem also is that she isn't really over him so she is takin the stuff he sayin to heart..so if you have anything..I mean anything that can possibly help her please comment..I am really worried and don't know what else to do..please comment? Thanks..

Oh Yea! Almost Forgot! GULF BREEZE HIGH SCHOOL ROCKS!! Friday, Septemeber 3, GBH played against West Florida Tech! Take A Guess Who Won!! Oh YEa! WE KILLED WEST FL. TECH. WOOHOO!! GO DOLPHINS!