Sorry I haven't blogged in a while I have been busy plus I don't know what to say..hmm..let me think here..

Well school is soooo AWESOME! Gulf Breeze Rocks! Well anyways I started talkin to an old friend again..we had a bad last 2 years and she called me like a week ago..I think..well we have been talking and she likes this dude that used to like her..supposedly..so she wanted me to tell him to call her so the next day I did and he just like okay..but he never did..2 days later she calls me and was like..He never called me..so she wanted me to ask him if he likes her and if he does to call her..well I actually went up to him the next day in the gym lobby and wrote down her phone number and went up to him sayin..Hey look she really likes you and I know it not my place to know if you like her but if you do give her a call..he goes So now she likes me?..I go yea..she has..so he goes okay..then today she called me sayin he never did call me..I wish he did..I really liked him..but through this whole thing..I like the same guy she likes..the guy I was just talin bout..but I decided to step aside and just let her have him because I thought he liked her..but oh well..

Went to a middle school dance at Navarre Friday..now comin from a High School experience now..there are so many fricken middle schoolers..well it was okay..I mean the beginning it was fun and stuff then half way through me and my best friend got into it..because she ditched me and a couple of other friends for these guys..so after a while me and Liana grabbed her and took her outside ..I immediately called her a motherfuckin bitch ass hoe..and she was like woah..and everyone else was like I have never heard her cuss..but in the middle of the conversation people kept coming up so I just walked off and went back inside and just cried..I have never cried as much as I did at the dance..but I went back outside like 30 minutes later and was like if you want to talk then you better tell everyone to leave us alone so theyh left us alone..for 5 minutes..but by then we worked it all out..so we hung out together the rest of the night..but after we went back inside on the dance floor her 'friend' who she doesn't like..well she went with her because she got her crush to dance with her but it turned out he was a chaperone..hmm..but she came back 5 miunutes later apoogizing and stuff to me and I told her to let it go because I have also had to much drama that night and didn't want anymore so I let it go..oh well.

 So today is Friday the 13th..I can be very superstitious..today has been one of thebest days..wierd though..Today, my best friend got asked out..by the guy she liked so I am happy for her..he seems pretty nice. She thinks about him a lot and it drives me crazy but oh well thats how it goes..lol. But since sayin that, my friends are sayin this guy likes me..I don't think so but I guess I just denyin it..I guess they notice it..oh well..I just realized I have never had this bad of I guess you would say..boy problems or something..it a new thing for me..it feels very wierd.

School..Wow! This new school year has been very...entertaining! lol!

  Okay well I have been thinking alot about Sam and our situation. I decided for myself..I don't want to become friends. No offense to you sam becasue I know you are reading this but I am doing better without your friendship..If I upset you then I don't know what to say because I am just telling how I feel..I hope you understand..I really hope you understand. But just know this..if you need anything..I mean anything..let me know and I will try my best to help..I will always keep you in my heart..

 Well I am on my firends computer writin in here because my comouter is messed up and I am fixin it..yeppy..so no blogs will be in here for a while

Well my first day of school was way too crazy and wild and soo freakin hilarious. I also saw all of my old friends..it was awesome..the second day of school I saw someone who I was tryin to stay away from..Malachai..but it turned out my Technology class is like 2 steps away from his class..he thought I was going to NHS but I didn't..I am going to GBHS and people are right..it is soo aweome..

Well things between me and Samantha are going okay..I miss being friends with her and talking to her bout stuff no one else would really understand but I think she just needs time to think bout what she really wants to do..and I will stand aside and wait just don't keep me waiting to long..I really want to be friends..

Well I will blog later when I can fix my computer..until then..Luv Ya and Bye