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well..
07.29.04 (6:54 pm)   [edit]
I was going to change to a different blog account but I decided not to because someone helped me out..so sorry bout that..

Sam I understand that you don't want to be friends but not enemies..i understand it a lot better now since I had things cleared up between us and stuff..but I did have a reason to get all pissed off and shit and I not sorry..You would've probably done the same..in a way..but thanks for being a great friend when I needed it most and being there for me..I going to miss ya..

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fight....Sam....
07.27.04 (8:26 pm)   [edit]
Sam and me are in this big huge..umm..situation, Sam I know you are readng so please read and hear me now. I don't care if you want to be my friend or not and frankly I don't want to be your friend anymore. Understand that and hear me now. I not involving the police..you should know be better than that. I could never I just wish you would leave me alone and you know I have been just about leaving you alone. So let come to that understanding. Bye and don't ever talk to me unless you need something.

By the way Hope I don't like him anymore and if you not sure who it is then IM me or email me..

Sarah much love to ya!
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...........................
07.26.04 (5:30 pm)   [edit]
You know Samantha you talk about me and me being all up in your buisness and shit and you need to do the same thing. Stop telling me what to do when you don't even do it yourself. You aren't as tough as you say and act and if you want to test it I will be the first volunteer and I garuntee I will beat you. So if you wanna test it then BRING IT BITCH! I not scared and I am definately not scared of you! All you do is complain so now I give you the chance to do something about it!
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orientation..
07.23.04 (7:55 pm)   [edit]
Well orientation was soooooo long but sooooo awesome! I can't wait until school starts..I am going to Gulf Breeze High School..here my schedule..

TB1- Spanish - Martinez
2- Buisness Sys. & Technology - Moore
3- English 1 - Malone
4- Algebra 1 - Duffy
5- Personal Fitness - Clayton
6- E./W. Heritage - Burnham
7- Integrated Science - Johnson


But if you went or go to GBHS then where is room 608? IT is my Personal Fitness class..I can't find it..So please help me..Thank you so much..

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What did I do wrong?
07.21.04 (12:27 pm)   [edit]
Okay so me and Sarah talked and we are on okay terms and she explain stuff to me and so now we are atlakin a lil bit but now my closest friend Hope her mom won't let her talk to me. Samantha's mom won't let her talk to me and they are my closest closest friends. I don't kow what I did. What is up with this fuckin world? Why are people like that? I really really hate it. I guess I will have to just let it be. Nothing that I could really do..I wish but I don't thik there is.

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hate this world I live in
07.20.04 (1:59 pm)   [edit]
Why do people judge me before they get to know me? I really hate it! This one chick is talkin smack about me and stuff and she only knows bout me through a friend and saw my picture in the yearbook. She is fuckin sayin I am a..never mind. Samantha if you are reading this then tell Sarah to back off if she don't know me because I don't need her bullshit when she doesn't even fuckin know me! I am not the perosn to miess with in some situations.

Sarah if you are reading this then back off..what did I ever do to you? Uhhh..nothing so back off my case!!

Hope good luck with Operation Secret and if ya need me I wil be there for ya!
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To Sam!
07.16.04 (1:26 pm)   [edit]
Samantha please believe me and trust me. Out of all the people i know you are one of my friends that trusts me and now because of what I told oyu you don't anymore. I am honestly trying to get to the bottom of this. Honestly and please believe me on that. Do you not trust me becaue of your family and what they think of me? It shouldn't matter what your family thinks it just matters about your opinion. Your family doesn't even know me and they haven't even taken the time to get to know me. Your family shouldn't judge me by what they hear or by what I tell you. You know everything I say is usually the truth and so is this..I care about you and wouldn't do anything to hurt you or cause you pain! I am trying to be a good friend and find out who started this. I am not someone to just sit around and laugh at your pain and hurt. I could never do that to anyone! Honestly! So please believe me and don't base your opinion about me because of what your family thinks..it matters what you think!

Please email me on yahoo or habbo or just call me. You know my number.


[i][b]Today Is My Birthday! Yay![/b][/i]
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mmmhmm..
07.15.04 (6:48 pm)   [edit]
Okay everyone calm down from the last blog entry! Samantha and I have worked it out so just everyone leave it alone and move on. Thanks for not4u2no!! opinions and the other people.

SAMANTHA IF YOU ARE READING THIS PLEASE EMAIL ME. I HEARD YOU CAN'T GO ON AIM AND ARE NOT ALOOWED TO TLAK TO ME BUT PLEASE EMAIL ME ON YAHOO OR HABBO! PLEASE!??

Hope call me so we can talk about you know what! Please!?

I met someone awesome but it not like how you are thinking. I met him through a friend online. Out of all the guys I know he is the koolest! I just wish I lived near him.

Tomorrow is my brithday!! I can't wait!! WOOHOO!!
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okay so..
07.12.04 (6:58 pm)   [edit]
My brother and his girlfriend came this past weekend and I not sure I enjoyed it to much. I mean I love the comapny of my brother just not much for Stacey and the othr fact that Michelle my lil sis was arond the whole time and to tell you the truth I don't like my lil sis and sorry to say this but I wish..never mind..all I will say is that I hate her soo much and with the Stacey thing is that my brother missed a very good and important basketball game and the fact that I made the winning shot and he missed it because Stacey wanted him to go with her to the beach with her mom. The thing that got me pissed off was that the day before he and Stacey and me and Michelle all went and saw her mom and spent good time with her at the beach.

Samantha U. I have a question for ya and it is that how can you question our friendship if we never had it?

As far as Malachai and the situation I am not going to bother to talk or do anything with him. I am over him and I know for sure now. If I loved him then why was I questioning it? I know I don't and it was that my mind was playing with my heart.And as far as Malachai..he is nothing but a faded dream to me now.
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can't sleep
07.06.04 (10:24 pm)   [edit]
This summer is soooo hard for me because I try to go to sleep early and I end up not goign to sleep until 4/5 o'clock and I really hate it!! I bet you are wondering why...well I have been thinking soooo much bout some one and people at Seville and my feelings and other stuff. So I have been up writing some more poetry because I use poetry as my way out.

I have been thinking what to say to that someone and what his reactions are going to be. i am soo scared and too scared to call him instead of waiting for him to call me.

How come I have so many emotions running through my small mind? I can't take it! I am not as strong as everyone thinks I am. My mind is still full with other thoughts and my body is too tired and my emotions are running wild. I want someone to hold tight at night and I am not desperate..I am just lonely. to me no one is there for me. Why do I feel these feelings? I want them to go away!
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this seriously sucks!!
07.03.04 (7:19 pm)   [edit]
I called Malachai and told him that I couldn't go to the party because it was my Uncle's 61st birthday and we are all going to Pace to celebrate it. He said okay and then I told him to calll me if he wanted to get together and do something this week. he said okay kool. Then an hour or so later I told my dad I called Malachai and I told him that he had invited me to a party and i told him i couldn't go because of Uncle Eddie's birthday. So he goes don't ever call him again. I don;t want you hanging out or doing anything with him. I was like Why? he said something and I don't really want to say it and I know he doesn't really have anything against him it just well I don't to say. So now I am very pissed off at my father dearest. So I go online and ask advice from two friends and the second, Rachel was like you need to call him and tlak to him and stuff and I told her that I have been meaning to talk to him and I seriously have because I have stuff to say and he might also have stuff to say. So I sign off line because I still have dial up and it sucks but I get off and call him but I forgot my phones are screwed up so I dial his cell number and it re directed to some guy named JT. So now i can't call him or anything.

Any advice?
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hmm...
07.02.04 (8:59 pm)   [edit]
Okay so this morning about 11:30 am I get this phone call which woke me up. I know I am sleeping in late but I can't ever go to sleep at night. Anyways, the phone call was Malachai. He called to tell me that I was invited to his mom's Fourth Of July Party. I told him I not sure I can go. So he said wel if you can go then call me and I will give you directions. I said okay kool. then we hung up. But here;s the problem my dad doesn't like me to do stuff with Malachai a lot and I don;t know why. My dad said he doesn't have anything against him and thinks he a nice guy. So why won't he let me hang out with him? Does my dad know something about him or his family or something to not let me hang out with him? Man! I am so confused. What do I do though? Do I ask my dad anyways? What do I do? Please give me advice. Please?
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mm hmm..
07.02.04 (1:36 pm)   [edit]
Well lost my basketball game last night and I also hurt my ACL again and it hurts so freakin bad! But oh well I can take it!
I noticed something about the NYSA people..they know me already and sayin HI to me when I don't even know them. I have only been there for 3 basketball seasons..a year this summer. that is wierd. I guess I am more known down in Navarre then I thought.

15 Days Till..MY..BIRTHDAY!!
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