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woohoo!
04.26.04 (3:08 pm)   [edit]
I am not on the Jr. Pro Basketball Team anymore. My dad was the coach but he can't stand the way they are treating him and plus I hate the team...especially one of them. So I am not going to the tournament this wekkend which kind of sucks but oh well. On Wednesday my dad will let me kow if we are moving to Val Dosta, Georgia and if we do then I will go to Balusha High School(spelled wrong...I think) but if we stay here in Gulf BRezze I am going to transfer my registration to Navarre High School and go there instead of Gulf Breeze High School.

[b]HAPPY BIRTHDAY STACEY![/b]
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uh oh
04.23.04 (2:13 pm)   [edit]
I just found out one of my very good friends is going to Raider School. You know the school where instead of being sent to Juvenile Detention Center you go there. Well that where she going! I hate it for her but what she did she shouldn't have done.
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Yay!
04.19.04 (3:00 pm)   [edit]
On Sunday it was so awesome! The best ever!! My friend, Demetra, called me. I haven't spoken to her in I think almost 2 months until yesterday. Well anyway she moved and told me that she couldn't find my number and she couldn't rememebr it. They also changed their nimber so that why I never got through when I called her 936- number..it changed to a 939- number. Well we are goin to this Navarre Dance April 30th then I have a basketball tournament May1-2 at UWF basketball stadium. There are only 4 8th graders on the team the reast are 7th graders but we might..I might...practice with the Gulf Breeze High basketball team...not sure yet. Another thing that happened that made my Sunday awesome...was that...my dad FINALLY got me iMesh which is a program to download songs! So I have been doing that 24/7. WOOHOO!! G2G downloading songs and got to get ready for basketball pratice!
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again
04.15.04 (1:21 pm)   [edit]
I have realized somehting else and I thank it to [i]word[/i] and other friends in my life. So here it goes:

Hate is just a word. Another meaning of dislike but stronger and harsher. Hate means nothing. It can only hurt you more than you are hurt now.

So instead of saying I hate Malachai I should just say I lost a lot of respect for him and I understand that now.

Rachel when you told me about him when you posted a comment it didn't hurt me because I thought I wasn't over him but I realized that I am. Sure I may think about him but those are only thoughts. I thank you for telling me that. I am glad I know you!

Word, thank you for your advce. It has helped tremdously. I wish you could see that.
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thought too much
04.14.04 (1:32 pm)   [edit]
Today I have been thinking and thinking and thinking and now my head hurts from it plus this kid on the bus was getting annoying so maybe that why. But anyways I realized I like people I can;t have but hey that is hey we live...I realize I don;t get out much but I will...I realize I hate a lot of my friends and realized that they are very greedy...I realized that more of my friends do drugs and sell it...I have realized a lot of thuings in one day and when it all comes together who is really there for me. I wish I had friends like I did when I went to GBMS and not have friends I have now. When I went to another school I really lost touch with my best friends and now they probably hate me or forgot me or get really annoyed with me.

I have been thinking about what people have been saying to me and to think about that guy I have been thinking about inmy blog. I out everything together and realized I think...I hate to say this...but...I think I hate him. I kow hate is a strong word but I do. I am going to move on and forget about this whole thing. I know I might be sounding cruel but sorry you can't deny what you feel. I am sorry if i offended anybody but that the way I feel.
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thinking about alot lately...advice
04.09.04 (10:22 pm)   [edit]
I have been thinking lately and I don't think I am over Malachai (my ex-boyfriend to who that don't kow). Rachael you know what I am talking about but I was thinking and I think I am not over him. I don't know why I think that wait yes I do. Well it because I think about him 24/7 and no matter what I do I seem to find that at the end of every conversation I have I am talking about him. AHHHHH!!! I need help! I want to move on without wondering how Malachai is doing. I want to be free and not think about him much. I don't want to hurt him any more than I have. I feel guilty for everything that has been bad for him. I need help. I don't know what to do. I want to be able to do stuff without wondering what is he doing! Will someone help me because right now that is what I need!
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finally
04.09.04 (11:57 am)   [edit]
I finally got my courses set! YAY!! They are:
English 1
Algebra Honors
Integrated Science
East/West Heritage
Personal Fitness/Life Management

Now here are my electives I chose:
Business Systems and Technology
Spanish 1
[i]backup elective[/i] Journalism 1
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what to choose?
04.07.04 (1:52 pm)   [edit]
Today was my orientation to GBHS (Gulf Breeze Hgh School) and it was so funny. When the students that go there were changing classes these boys put up a sign saying "DON'T JOIN THE ROTC!" when the ROTC Lt. Col. and the high ranked people were telling about he ROTC. IT WAS SOO FUNNY! YOU HAD TO BE THERE! Well anyway I got my registration form and so far this is what I have chosen:
01-English 1
02-Algebra 1
03-Integrated Science
04-East/West Heritage
05 Personal Fitness/Life Management
06-Buisness Systems and Technology
07 and back up- undecided

I will let you know for sure when I am done and kepe in mind this is only for registration so I don't know when I will have it. It not my oficially schedule keep that in mind. For all I know I might not be going if I move to Val Dosta, Georgia.
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very mad!
04.06.04 (3:11 pm)   [edit]
I went to no emotion to very mad! You know how I am moving to Georgia well now my mom decides she wants to force me to live with her and now she is taking my dad to court to win cutody of me. I have hated my mom since a little before ym parents divorce about 2.5 - 3 years ago. And now she decides to change her mind and for me to live with her. And for her information if she forces me to live with her then I would probably kill myself or run away but one thing is for certain...I will hate her even more than I do now.
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hmm...
04.06.04 (2:13 pm)   [edit]
Lately I have been feeling no emotions...I am Emotionless! WHERE DID ALL MY EMOTIONS GO?¿?¿ No seriously I have been feeling nithing...how boring is that? Well I talked to my friend today who got suspended and she said all that happened to her was that she got her TV and radio takenaway from her. I think I know why her grandma went easy on her. Actually I know why but that not my buisness. She lives with her grandma and ot her mom because of stuff I promised not to say. But I miss her soooo much and I don't know what to do without her. I MISS HER MORE THAN ANYTHING!!
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very bad day
04.05.04 (1:38 pm)   [edit]
[b] VERY BAD DAY!![/b] I have friends that do bad stuff like smoke marijuana and don't worry I don't do that stuff...I am them ost athletic girl you can know. BUt anyways, some of them got caught today and lets see...one of them is suspended for 3 days, civil citation which now she has to do 18 hours of community service, pay fine of $25, and go to some kind of drug class...my other friend is being sent to Juvenile Hall because she was smoking and dealing it to other people in school. The reason why she is going there is because last year in 7th grade she brought alocohol and was dealing it and stuff like that. They offered her one more chance and she blew it with this marijuana thing.

Yesterday I found out that I am moving to Val Data, Georgia because my dad got a really great job oppurtunity so he is taking it. I kind of want to move but then again I don't want to move. My dad said I could stay here in gulf Breeze, Florida but I don't want to because I would have to stay with my mom and I hate my mom! But, I am excited to move because I have never been out of Florida and plus in Georgia there i sa great oppurtunity for me to get noticed for my sports and maybe get into a great college.

If you anything about Val Data, Georgia then please comment or if you have AOL or AIM then you can IM me at [b]Nyx890[/b] or email me at [b]Zeva89@myway.com[/b]
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misunderstanding?¿?¿
04.02.04 (8:40 pm)   [edit]
Okay so now Sam and Rudy are now friends again. Thank the god for that. I can't take anymore stuff but it not over! Her friends are saying I told them to F*ck off. Which I didn't and if they don't believe me then I can prove it because I have witnesses. Plus Sam even said I didn't say that. I am still very very pissed off and I can't wait for the events on Monday at lunch. It is going to be very interesting!!! :idea:
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WOOHOO!!
04.01.04 (2:57 pm)   [edit]
[b] HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!! [/b]

Hope today you didn't get to bad of pranks! I know I played lots of pranks on people! LOL!! They couldn't get me. It kind of hard to get me when I am not in my dumb/stupid day. ha! Well hope you have had a great April Fools! :D
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hmm...
04.01.04 (2:12 pm)   [edit]
Today the bus driver changed our seating around (we have assigned seats). Well anyway, all the girls got moved up front because we sat in the back for mainly the whole year and the bus driver decided to let the boys go in the back for the rest of the year. That is fine to me a seat on the bus is just a seat. But some girls had a fit. They were cussing at the bus driver, calling her al these names. Then the boys were calling this one girl all these names because she started to cry and I laughed because this girl that the boys were calling names and joking around with is an a$$ to everyone on the bus. I mean the friends she supposedly has aren't really her frineds. SO anyways, the bus driver turned around and went back to school and the Dean and Resource Officer came on the bus. The dean, she talked to everyone on the bus saying that if we do all this stuff and call the bus driver names then we wil be kicked off the bus. Which she does have the power to do. But she also said we can go to the next step ( I wil tell ya why in a sec)which is that the whole bus ride everyone is silent and anyone who talks is kicked off and has to find a ride to and from school. Then she went off and the bus driver took us home. The reason why I said I wil tell ya in a second is because this is the Baddest Bus out of our school and maybe the other schools. We have gotten the police on the bus twice. Not gonna tell ya why but it true.

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